Wow, Steve, what a wonderful story, possibly your best yet. Thank you so much for sharing such physically and emotionally intimate parts of your life. I had my first experience with cocaine as a college freshman. I had the same response to it as you did. The only bad part was coming down off of it. It caused me to become horribly depressed and that was the reason I stopped using it at the time. I've done crystal but it had a ragged edge to it and was never as smooth a coke.